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“Buzz so big i could probably sell a blank disk
When my album drop
Girls will buy it for the picture
And Guys will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister
Magazine paper girl
But money ain’t the issue” -Best I ever had

Just a few lyrics from my favorite song by him.He actually is good and good looking.Check him out.

I haven’t posted anything lately because I haven’t had anything.Well, I do but I’m not to sure I should post it.I just came from my spring break and it was boring but it ended well.I end up going to the beach.Anyways, since summer is around the corner I have plans to go to France,New York,and Delray Beach.I hope at least two get accomplished.Also,I want to get baptized.That goal will be accomplished.

New song by Rihanna.I like it.It talks about her putting a male in their place.Which is the complete opposite of what she’d do or what she did.I’m pretty sure you heard about the incident with her and Chris Brown.If not,look it up duh.Here’s the vid…..

When I first got my hair cut my mom did not like it one bit.She said I looked like a girl trying to be a guy.I liked it but when she said that I started having doubts,but I came back to loving it without doubts.Shoot,its my hair and its not like its going to be short forever.Well,its almost one month since I cut my hair(five more days left).I got a texturizer.It’s basically a mild relaxer that loosens the natural curl pattern of the hair and produces easier manageability. I see growth too.Here are some pictures.

Yes!! I finally got it done.I got my hair cut you guys.I am so happy.Today,February 08,2009,I am officially natural and it feels good.The back just looks a little manly though.Check it out.

Everyday I wake up around five a.m. to get ready to catch my school bus.My bus driver is really ghetto and to me loves everything that is loud.So she always has the radio maxing to star 94.5 every morning listening to songs and so on.It has really been getting on my nerves because at times I get really tired and want to get some sleep before I start a long day of school.Today though,attempting to sleep I heard a song.I hear songs everyday but this song was nice,talking about a girl that’s so sweet and tender.I don’t know if it’s old or not.Check it out.Its called Love That Girl by Raphael Saadiq.

I know every beginning of the year people say that its going to be a new them.Even I used to say that, but sometimes its not a new you or the year turns out awful for them because they were so into that “new me”thing.Well I am satisfied with myself so when 2009 comes I won’t change a thing.I’ll just start it confidently.Letting no one stop me from enjoying this year and the years to come.I think you should too.

I met this lady like a while ago.We were never close but at one point she started taking an interest in me.Spiritually and in other ways.She made sure that I knew what was going on with the organization and also made sure I was never bored at home unless it was a grown folks thing.Well,she started this thing where she gives out cards from time to time to let people know that she appreciates them or that she is proud of them. Her cards started a chain reaction because she received some back letting her know that what she did was very nice and I kind of want to start doing that to.I got two so far from her and those two are sweet and very encouraging.She probably knows who she is right now and I want you to know next card please include some bucks.I’m playing,but really thanks.They were very nice and they made my stomach tickle.Your a really good person.

Oh yes!!!! My mom has finally gave me permission to go completely natural and cut off all my relaxed hair.We had a deal to wait six months so I could really think about it and so my hair could have a decent amount of naturalness.Well,I don’t know what got into her today but she asked me when I get ready to cut my hair who will do it? I told her and she waited about five minutes and then told me to call the lady that was going to do my hair and tell her to schedule an appointment this week.I am so excited and I know a lot of people is saying that I am a child which means I am indecisive and once the kids at school start bothering me I will start to hate my hair cut.Well look at this,I never cared about what they had to say.They always and will keep talking about me with everything I do and I see I am still here,not a single tear has fell yet.Hopefully when I cut it I’ll take a picture and post it.

Yes and sorry,but this will be another teen drama for you,my reader.Not to long ago I was in this tragic drama which I see no one has left alone but it was really big and it made a lot of people mad at each other.Basically,it was dealt with but some people I guess still have grudges engraved in their hearts.Especially this one brother or guy,which had nothing to do with the situation.He doesn’t like me and I don’t care.What makes me mad though,is how he smiles in my face and act like there is nothing going on.He’s having a gathering next week and he tells one of my friends to not invite me and begins to talk about me.My friend told me and I guess today she had to pick him up for something.He gets in the car and he’s all asking how I am doing,how my family is.He was trying to give the impression that he likes me and really was interested in me.Well, I said answered all his questions but one thing I don’t like is people being fake with me.If your going to be my friend be my friend one hundred percent.We don’t do fifties over here.Yes, I know in Gods organization, no matter what we are suppose to love our brothers but it also says if you have something against them especially to the point where you talk bad behind their back its best you tell them about it.He also has no right to not like me from that situation,it was with me and a certain person.Nothing, as I say again, had to do with him!It really makes me mad.Plus he is like twenty-five.Twenty-five year old grown men are not suppose to have beef with little fourteen year old girls but hey,its his gathering he has the right to invite who he wants.So,I’ll just move on and hope my anger doesn’t turn me into a hypocrite.Where as,I’m the one smiling in his face while in my heart I wish the ground would open up and suck him in and close back.
song listening to right now is Single Ladies by Beyonce